Stacy on the Horizon.

2009-09-26T03:56:00.002+08:00

busy with my cs thingy till i have no time to update. the pain that i suffer for few months have finally gone. not fully but half way there :D

and 1 more thing,
im sorry that i have to let you go baby. but i dont wish to hurt you anymore. you are such a nice girl and i dont want to hurt you. all this while i treat you like my ex and not yourself. im very sorry. just hope that we remain as good friend ^^V

2009-08-27T01:20:00.002+08:00

give me the strength to forget her. please i beg you god. i have enough of this torturing. i had enough of your challenges and now please. this love is really a torture. please!

2009-08-18T01:40:00.000+08:00

E M O

2009-08-10T05:51:00.002+08:00

happy 44th birthday singapore.

ok today instead of going see fireworks or whatever shit that they do on national day, me, nick and tg watch movie but the movie was at 12.20 so meet them at yishun then followed them go dinner and go walked to yishun safra play pool. walk and joke around. then mrt-ed to woodlands. buy ticket and wait for half and hour then show start and was late for few minutes but not so late. ok this part is fucking ridiculous. since i never ever watch horror movie or some scary shit movie at cinema so this is my first time watching it. we watch the orphan. the best part haven start i first 1 to scream. FUCK man paiseh to the max. coz the show 1 starting part the sound make me scared and shocking. ok i just be caution and i just sat there cover 1 eyes and another eyes to see. all the way till almost the end and act to nick that im not scared lols. after that walk half way, joke about tg about the show coz she also scared. she watch use the popcorn cover her face then popcorn drop all over her shirt LOLS. then joke about the main actor, then disturb tg and half way to have our supper this 1 black cat on the tree and this fucking nick point at the tree and the cat drop i jump and shout like a dumb fuck. after supper went back home play cs with them and thats all.

BYE BYE :D

2009-08-09T06:45:00.003+08:00

saturday,
wake up at 10.45am, suppose to meet yq at 11am so i faster shower get ready set all the gears to go to gamehaven at clark quey. so i reach woodlands mrt around 11.20am, so sorry yq :D. then took mrt to clark quey. reach clark quey, our member still at the mrt. walk around central to find a atm. find and find in the end, end up at cheers inside. then wait for the guys and go to gamehaven. play for 3 hours, and fuck lose to them. to me doesnt matter, matter of experience learn :D. then after that go LJS to eat then they planned to watch movie. then the movie i dont fucking understand. overheard?._. then i just say ya ok anything since i was so bored. go to dhoby and went to networms. saw nick, sano and nr. they say going marina with tg and rest of newbies member. so feel like pangsei-ing them since they bored ticket for me i just pay them back and went to marina with the guys. reach there went pizza hut to eat. awesomeeeee. then really nothing to do. plan to watch movie. they say watch The Orphan. i told them no coz i hate horror movies D: then cab to bishan to watch. in the end watch the hangover. fcking funny mannn. laugh till crazy. boon dancing the visa ads. and i think in the whole cinema i laugh the loudest. LOL who give a damn man since the show is so funny. so after the movie cab home. send derrick and jj to yishun then nick to yishun too then last me. quite cheap from bishan with charges 24 bucks. reach home CS! ok thats all for the day BYE!

:D

2009-08-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

today go to iluma for a lan match. and let me tell you this, the lan there SUCKS!. why its sucks?
the computer there cost 4k to 5k but laggy like shit. 2nd EXPENSIVE! 2.50 for members and 3.50 for NON MEMBER!? wtf man. so we just like fuck it just play and go. wanted to go another lan but we very sure that when he get there no com. so we just go ahead and play there.

after lan gaming, go play pool nearby with yong's team and others(TO MANY TO TYPE OUT)
then andy,ah tat and fallen came. play and talk, play and talk in the end failed plan. wanted go eat then this ah tat no money no money._. then walk at bugis junction, wanted to eat with group but very paiseh so forget it. went home :D

2009-07-31T03:11:00.001+08:00

one of my cs best frag. not bad eh. 16 kills 0 death. :D
improving day by day. so happy :D

FTW!

2009-07-28T02:26:00.003+08:00

again, cs 24/7. even skip school due to cs. really addicted to it. 3rd of july bought a gaming mouse thats cost 79 bucks, today bought another mouse cost 49 bucks, am i crazy buy so many mouses for cs? =/ now saving up a few more dollars to get my steelseries headset 5hv2 thats cost 168 bucks. never work = no money !!!

saturday
Lan gaming with nick, sano, nr, JingeR, jasper, derrick,jester, and another guy thats i forgotten his name. play for 5 hours and i late for 1 and half hours opps. go there, damn it com damn cui.
played againts some friends and final game played against WCG Singapore champion , gameSENSE.
as expected lost but didnt lost bad and get a top frag. after that dinner, meet andy and fallen. then the rest of the cs group came, xinyan, jeslin,gerald,melvin,pris,lemuel and zhihao. play pool and blablablabla go home, reach yishun take cab go home, set my mouse,headset whatever need to put back. after it done, cs till 6am.

sunday
baby's nephew 1 years old birthday.
ok i woke up late around 4pm, but luckly not much people came. my sis in laws friends and my sis came only. woke up faster go shower entertain them with my lame jokes, tell my sad stories and their advices, alot of people came. then more and more came, then need to entertain all.
around 8pm, birthday cake arrive all sing song for him give present hug him kiss him all. then its my turn to perform =.=. played the guitar and sing infront of the whole fucking house. damn paiseh but all likes it but i sang a wrong song. i sang some emo shit song and some hardcore song thats i change to acoustic. =.= ok thats all! BYE BYE

2009-07-23T23:45:00.003+08:00

been freaking lazy to update. just want to say, i been counter-striking for whole day long. nothing to update really. i shall update another day if im not lazy :D

and to this faker emily. just fuck off. the emily i know wont do this stupid shit. so dont be lame and childish. you are just so dumb.

2009-07-14T22:37:00.001+08:00

update sooon :D

2009-06-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

after 5 months of separation, realise that i still love you alot. i dont know why. i dream of you, i see people that i dont know as you. i really dont know emily.

our memories together
are everlasting
each time you disappear from my eyes
the more i miss you
i end up reminscing about your smile
and the time our first love stared the blossom
so much till the end of time
as tears of sorrow trickle down my cheek
i'll love you faithfully
there is nothing that i regret
although this much can only keep me company
a thousand memories
give me the most beautiful
every second spent together
then finally i leave myself languish
from a life without your love

2009-06-09T01:33:00.002+08:00

today just a sad day for everyone thats close to me. Andy's sister just passed away because of a fail relationship like abuse and blablabla. just dont want to tell her. As i see the andy was a cheerful and happy guy but today i sees him with sadness and anger. just chill my bro. when everything settle we gonna get the guy. now lets live it to the police. thanks to the people who attend Andy's sister funeral.
After funeral, follow jango and fallen go amk hub eat nEbo. jango treat us. thanks man.
alright nothing much to update today. just a freaking sad day.

2009-06-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

hey guys.
Nothing much to do for the past few days. Just at home com sleep com sleep thats all.
Trying to ask my friend for a job as i dont want to waste my holiday while i can go out
and earn money. i get interview at restaurant that called Serenity at Vivo city. and they said
they will call me but they didnt so its ok. next week going dhouby with my friends to interview another job at Carefour?. just try my luck if can get the job im lucky(:
Friday, when out with family to go out to celebrate my birthday as i told them i dont want to
because its not my year as many sad things happen this year but for my mum sake yea just go.
Go to Changi eat dont know what seafood place. i just eat a few as i dont have to mood to do anything.
Saturday, when out with same people, andy and xiaolove. go to pasir ris downtown east just to meet them to give my birthday present. appreciated andy(: then called xiaoyang come down as he say he at E-Hub so meet awhile. then after xiaoyang left eat fish and co with them then go to xiaolove's cousin chalet but when get at Costa Sand xiaolove called his cousin for the pit number
then they say not at costa sand and dont know what holiday complex and its like another far end of pasir ris. andy and i decided to go home then andy go home, this xiaolove play stunt with me. say follow him go lan then in the end he bring me to his cousin chalet. go there like idiot not get invited or what go in the chalet but lucky all of them are nice. drink a can of beer and went home.
thats all, nights guys(:

2009-06-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

counting, its been 5 months since we seperated. Congrats to you to you for having boyfriend. Like i say you move on faster then i move on. its only 5 months and you already have a boyfriend and im here still waiting for you to come back to me but its ok. i try my very best to forget you is that what you wanted. you dont know how much am i suffering very single fucking day. And no i didnt drop any tears, its only my heart that hurts me alot that you could do such thing to me. Fine, i may not be a good boyfriend. im not like what you expected, handsome, rich, tall, sexy or what so ever but you judging a book by its cover and thats bullshit. to me right now its doesnt matter now because i already lost the fight to the guy that you always wanted. the guy that always in your heart for so many years after you 2 broke up. what can i say? good for you. enough of you.

its just 24 hours more for my 17th birthday. i dont give a fuck at all coz i aint celebrating my birthday this year because 2009 its a meaningless year for me. so thanks to the people who wish me in advance.

2009-05-31T03:19:00.007+08:00

Andy is at the middle and on the right is xiaolove.

hey guys. today nothing much happen.
woke up at 11am because Andy called me and i woke up.
spoil my sleeping time because was having a meeting at Geylang(dont know what type of meeting)
then it finish as early. so he ask me come down at 1pm. so i was like wtf dude i just woke up?
then he say he wait for me at dhoby. so i sms XiaoLove ask him come at 1pm, and he said he cutting hair, then i ask him sms Andy. so he confrim 3pm meet. then around 1.30 or 2pm i on my com and i see these 2 bugger still playing CS. i ask them what time meet? they said 3pm.
so i was like okay. then finish playing all this i see the time 2.35pm, then i dont call Andy. then when i going out of my house i call him, he said he reaching, then he asked me where am i, i said i at home. he scold me up and down, but the fact he at his house bus stop basket. then all reach Dhoby already. ask Andy help me buy ciggarate then go Parklane find the guy who created the problem with us. as expected he never turned up. so we ask some of our online friends and they said he got
banned by the lan shop. so we like okay. afterthat, we go meet somemore online friends and play pool and this FUCKING Andy very act because he so good at pool and bully us. after play pool, we go play lan. blablabla then back Parklane go eat. when we wanted to it, they scold me because all the food there i cant eat because all chinese food. they ask me go eat mac, take away go back to the food court at eat there. then got this 3 guy so called Uncle's were like freaking funny. this 1 uncles just came to this 2 friends of his and said in chinese "i bought 2 alien shirt leh. very cute"
we were like, err is he okay? then nevermind, he make all those sound effect from his mouth that make us LOL!. even Andy's cant resist laughing and end up cant drink his milo. then this Andy take out his phone and video it. i post it some day. then took picture also lol. first picture ok ok. then 2nd picture he said " eh 1 more time, i want to show my angkong". bullshiter haha.
then afterthat, 1 and xiaolove waited for the bus and Andy and his 1 more friend took the cab.
then reach yishun mum called ask me faster come back so i took cab home from yishun.
then rest and tada. ok thats all for today. nights guys.(:

2009-05-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

hey guys. today nothing much happen.
Wake up in the morning go school then go home.
Friday not suppose to go to school but i have a make up class because i keep skipping class
and absent for 4 lessons. if i never go tomorrow i think i have to repeat my module .
Yea i know my fault for not going school but i go reason for not going and its PERSONAL(:

Yesterday, when Yishun just to see my old pals from primary school and play soccer.
Then got this 1 so called "GANGSTER" ride a bicycle and ride it around it.
As he was riding, i realise he keep staring at me but i dont care.
After he ride a few rounds he getting on my nerves and i ask him,
"why you keep stare at me"
he said" stare you got problem?"
and i said " no problem but why need stare me got anything wrong?"
he said " nothing arhs. i stare you , i happy"
then i was like LOL!
and he say he not happy, and he offered me to fight with him.
and i told him "come"
he was sitting on his back, crossing his arms and stared at me like hmm?
and he not happy he call his so called "BOSS" to come down. so i waited.
while waiting i call some of my friends down but
all say dont want lahs, scared la.
i told them nevermind i settle my own.
and so i called my bro in law and my bro.
my bro in law say just go from that place just in case the bring weapon or whatever shit.
i said its ok i settle my own.
i called my bro and he said he at camp then i told him nevermind i settle on my own.
few minutes later, his so called "BOSS" come down and ask me if i find problem with his friend.
and i tell him the full story and he said to me" this is my place, you dont mess with any of this chinese people" in my heart i said, your place? you what goverment ah? and sorry he mess with me.
And his friend told him that i stare at him? wow change story line. then he say whatever it is matter solve. then i just go
And today i went yishun again, just to play soccer and meet Meshach but meshach bastard me. Coincidence, i saw Axel and he said that guy who stare me live beside his block. then i was like sitting there waiting for Axel. this "AH LIAN" ride a bicycle and stare at me. then i laugh and i asked myself why they want stare me ride bicycle LOL. then after that the girl go to her friend there and tell them in chinese " he nothing want leh, he scared to stare at me".
i just like ignored and just stfu because if he want to find problem with me, what they do is called their boss to come down and their boss settle for them wtf? and then i continue play my soccer.
while playing i keep calling Meshach. he got handphone = no handphone, got house phone = no house phone . i damn angry and i just go back home and blog! (:

ok thats all i can blog. see tomorrow any story i blog aite.

nights guys(:

2009-05-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

thank you Vivian for helping me out with my blog.
As i dont know how to put the template or whatever shit that the blog because i dont know how to put it in(:

I need all my friends that have a blog to tag me in as to keep in touch or something. i shall update another day as today really nothing to blog(: night guys.